Blahh.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I'm tired all the time. I have problems sleeping. I have headaches constantly. I get winded walking up the stairs. I get dizzy when I stand up. I cry all the time (for no reason). I'm not hungry. I get nauseous when I eat. My whole body shakes for no reason (mostly just when I'm standing up)

I had to drop out of a battalion run on Tuesday. I never do that. I'm the fastest girl in the battalion. I've never dropped out of a run before. I almost blacked out.
The Colonel took me to the hospital today to get registered so that I could make an appointment to see the doctor.

My brother thinks I'm depressed. He called my dad and told him. So my dad told my mom, and my mom called me twice today. That's more than she called me all of last semester combined.
My dad sent me an email with a link to colleges in Maryland that had Army ROTC and dental programs. He said I should go to Johns Hopkins, but it's insanely expensive. I couldn't afford that (even though it would be so great to go there).

eh, I'll probably end up toughing it out.


On a happier note, I won $1000 today :]