I haven't done much with this.

I never really expected to anyways.
But I was going through a rough patch when I started this, and I hoped it would help.

I think it did?
I can't really say one way or the other...

Am I too wishy-washy?
I feel like sometimes I am. Like I try to hard to please other people, and therefore don't form concrete opinions like any normal person with a spine would.
Hopefully I'm not like that.

I'm trying extra hard lately to assert myself more often. I think it comes out rude. A lot. (Becca can attest to this).
I think that this ROTC thing is effecting my life more than I originally thought possible (also, is it supposed to be affecting in this sentence? I am horrible with this sort of thing, and I hate getting it wrong. It always feels wrong.)


In other news, there's a wedding this weekend.
They're already married, but they're doing it again. And to be perfectly honest, it kind of bothers me. If they're so madly in love, why should they care if everyone comes out to celebrate it? They're already married legally, have been for a little over a year. It's not some little party they're throwing. It's a full out, 250+ people attending, event. Eh. Who am I to judge? I've never been in that situation.
I do feel bad for Jessie though. She's having a wedding this week, and then Tyler (the hubby) is finishing his (HIGH SCHOOL) finals, graduating, and shipping out to boot camp. He'll be gone for 8 months - a little over a year. She's one of those girls who has to be in constant contact with her boy, so this is going to be hard for her. At least she has Travis (who is my godson, and I am going to take a little time to brag about him, even though I have no hand in raising him. He's a little over 14 months old right now, and he can already run! He's kind of talking, and he is learning how to golf, or at least learning how to hit his loving godmother in the head with a plastic golf club. Okay, well, I'll tell you more about him at a later date, because I get to baby sit him this weekend :D :D :D).



Also, if you have not seen Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, I suggest you watch it right now.
It's on hulu, or on drhorrible.com.
Or, if you hate watching things on the computer for over 30 minutes, then text me, and I'll be happy to lend out my copy (as long as I get it back). It's pretty much amazingness in the form of a short movie.

(The hammer is my penis.)
:]


I think that's all I have to say for now. I just wanted to check in with you guys, I know it has been a while since I've posted anything on here (even though my pointless babble has no real sustenance, I do appreciate you taking five minutes from your day to acknowledge my existence).


I love you?
(well, maybe not)
-hunk